To Turtles and Milford :P:
This fuckin sucks. One of my best friends thinks that im in love with the one shes in love with, and idk what to say. I mean, yea sure i LIKED him i admit it, but thats past tense there. I even told him that i liked him awhile ago, but i didnt really care how things played out as long as he and my bestfriend were happy and eventually the feeling just kinda faded to like a brotherly love type thing, and nothin more. But both him and her are like convinced that i love him, and that im just hidin it. But im just puttin it out there again. I LIKED him, but not now. And the thing is that’s not even the thing that i care about they can think what they want i dont really care, heres the thing:
She feels like shit cuz she thinks im in pain and miserable or somethin cuz she and him have a thing even tho im “in love with him”. what the hell do i do?? I feel shitty thinkin this might cause issues and make her re-think her relationship thingy. No matter how many times i tell them, i know they dont believe me. How can i convince them that i dont anymore, cuz not only is it awkward with him, but i feel horrible makin my bestfriend feel like shit about the situation. I never wanted her to feel that way, and thats why i never told her i liked him, but still. I liked him, but not now, so it shouldnt matter. So, guys, IM FINE. dont worry about ok? im not into him anymore and i want u guys to be happy cuz u guys fuckin love eachother, and everybody knows it :). If you really care about how i feel, then stop thinkin that im unhappy, and worry about u guys bein happy ok?
Oh yea, p.s to you two. I NEVER had a tumblr before this so just relax ok guys? i know that other one sounded like it could of totally worked with our lives, but honestly, it. wasnt. mine. And yea to the girl, thanks for the post, really got me attention for how you feel, and i love that u care, but its ok. chill turtle k? u too milford :)
Hope you guys see this…..P.S.S I love you guys <3
when i see someone i hate:
i’m like:
but really i want to:
but then i remember i don’t waste my time on bitches like you:
(Source: readyforchange-)
You know what hurts most? The seconds in the morning where you’ve just woken up, and for those mere precious seconds, you’ve forgotten the reasons you’re unhappy; the reasons you’re so broken. And then it hits you again, like a stab to the heart, and you remember all the reasons you didn’t want to wake up. Yeah, that hurts.
(Source: -romanceisdead-)
About me
Hey, its me. Lyssa Hawley. I go to Springfield HS and im 15.3 things you need to know bout me:
1. I don't care what you think bout me. If it's good, great :). if its not, i could care less.
2. I cherish my friends, i don't know what i would do without them. Don't do anything to hurt them or ill hurt you <3
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